Coded

If you could see.
My eyes are sore.
I cannot tell you how much.

What you mean.
I try my best to forgive.
It hurts to not have.

To me and the person.
It keeps hurting and you run.
You here.

You once were.
It's fear and regret.
It will pass.

A dance, a laugh, a cry.
I'm a person you don't.
Solved not with me.

The promises of better.
Think you can trust.
But your own ways would help.

Times are hard to see.
It hurts to see the mess I confront.
I miss the man.

With the blur of alcohol.
When we both cannot just rest.
Who loved me back.

Dance with me...