There are many things I am not sure of in life, which is weird for me because I usually know what I am doing at all times. In a way it is liberating though. Right now I am in between deciding to go to vet school or the Peace Corps. I have my application almost finished for the Peace Corps, so i think I am going to go that route. It's not going to hurt anything if I wait on vet school. It's only two years right? but so much happens in two years. I mean, look at me two years ago...
I think there is a very good reason your heart doesn't follow your brain. Not physiologically, but morally and spiritually. There is a reason I feel the way I do and can't get rid of this feeling. I know what I want it to mean, but I am sure that God does not have the same plan...we're never really on the same page with things. He always knows what's better though.
Sequential events blow my mind. I love how if one thing in my life changes, it effects everything else.
I started wearing the necklace again. It's just comforting knowing that it is close to my heart where it belongs. I pray everyday for you. The other night, this really strong feeling came over me. It was so strong I cried in my car. I literally almost had to pull off to the side of the road. I can still feel you...
Things with me and the potential lasted for about 5 months and then ended. No really hurt feelings though. It was very mutual. Kinda crazy. This was the first relationship I have been in where I wasn't the one who was completely interested, so when the breakup happened, I was...content. We are much better friends than boyfriend/girlfriend.
I bought Iron and Wine cds the other day. Heaven. Listened to Jay-Z at the 37th St. house while I bouldered. Peace. Ate Guadalajara in Cheyenne when I drove through. I couldn't stop thinking about my birthday there and wearing the big old sombrero! I don't know where the picture went.
I get my computer back today. It had a virus on it, and the weird part was that I wasn't even afraid of losing my computer as much as I was worried about losing pictures and letters...of us.
My heart hurts now, so i am going to go run
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