Life is full of surprises. Normally I like surprises, but for a while I want things back to the way they were...minus the ocd and some other things. School is over in 2 weeks which is pretty exciting. I turn 21 in one month from today and I will be in VEGAS!!! One full week of climbing outdoors. Sigh. Just need to get through this next month.

He's moving back, but it's for her. I don't know exactly how I feel about this, except that I think it's risky. Moving with a girl that you've been dating long distance for a month or so? I don't want him to get hurt again. God, I miss him. Especially this time of year. I hate winter and snow and Christmas festivities...he made it better cuz at least I had someone to help me through it.

Well, I should go to lab and then work, and then a long night of studying for a test and quiz and a paper I have to write by tomorrow.